everyone has bad days. today is not my day.
I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out.
I want to cry for hours.. and pretty sure this will happen today.
I obviously have issues and flaws and am no where near perfect.
I am also obviously extremely emotional today- and I am sure that pregnancy hormones have something to do with that.
I hurt peoples feelings without even realizing I am doing it. I guess we all do that sometimes but I feel like I do it more than usual.
Today I feel weak, defeated, and lonely. I feel sad, and tired, and depressed.
I have to cancel my hair appointment that is coming in tonight just because I can't keep it together. I don't want to pass on my saddness/bad mood to someone else.
It's one of those days where I don't want people around me. I just want to be alone. I don't think anyone could bring me out of this rut today.
I hate that I am so mis-understood. I hate that small communication errors and issues with others can make me feel so depressed as I do today.
Some will say I bring this on myself. That may be true. But it still doesn't make it easier.
I hate today.
maybe I deserve to feel this way sometimes.
the sad thing is, there are lots of people out there who feel the same way I do today. I hope their day doesn't last like this...