-Kevin and I have been really good at keeping our heat down when we aren't home and when we are going to bed. (OR so I thought...) When we aren't home, it goes down to 60 and same with when we go to bed. Kevin sleeps really hot and breathes heavy so he keeps the bed warm enough for us both. Even when we are home, we usually don't let it get above 68 or 70. We figure we can wear socks or jackets and it really isn't too bad. We do turn it up sometimes when it's super cold. Well, this last week, we got our gas bill for last month. OK, WHAT THE FREAK! It was 80 DOLLARS! The month before that, it was only 50. The month before that, it was like 30. Are we doing something wrong? I swear we have been keeping it down but apparently not!! I am so mad. That's a lot of money for a small 2 bedroom apartment. I know I prob shouldn't complain since you guys all pay like 300 dollars for your big houses but come on. We are newly weds. We don't got that kinda money to throw away for heat we don't need. Haha.
-Work. Work work work. It's stressing me out. I don't think my boss likes me. I'm trying my hardest to make things good but I don't think they believe in me or give me the credit I deserve for trying so hard. They won't pay for someone to make the blogs look way cool (I can't do the HTML stuff.) They won't pay to make the blogs into a .com domain. They told me I have to get lots and lots of followers and comments sooner than later because if not, I am wasting the companies money. Ok, lets be real for a second. How long did it take you guys to get followers on your blogs? I have 12 right now, and I started this blog LAST April. I have 24 followers on my book blog for work and I started it in NOVEMBER. Apparently that isn't good enough for them. I am REALLY frustrated. I mean, I really could loose my job at any time. I wish they understood how hard I am working and how much I do. I really can't even talk about it without getting upset. They say "well don't stress, if it doesn't work out, it's ok. this is just an experiment..." Ok, well this isn't just an experiment for me. It's a JOB. I work hard, and I don't want to loose it. Ok, I'm done complaining.
-I just found out one of my friends is prego. I won't say who because she hasn't said anything yet. And don't try to guess who it is because you aren't getting it out of me. I am so happy for her. I really am! When she told me I just had a huge smile on my face. I know she is going to be a great mom! It's weird seeing friends I grew up with and went to school with getting married and having kids. I guess we really are getting old! Haha. I am excited for my time to become a mom. I will take the challenge any time the Lord wants to throw it to me. I really can't wait to be a stay at home mom and just take care of my little kids. I have always wanted to be a stay at home mom. I think before I knew I could sing and dance, I knew I was going to be a mom!
-On Mondays I teach Musical Theater still. Last night after class, (my class is the last one there) I stayed late. I wanted to stretch and dance a little, and sing. It's fun to sing in the studio because it has GREAT acoustics! No one was there, so I got to let it all out. It felt soooooooooooooooo good to sing. You have no idea. I haven't really sung full out for a REALLY long time. I can't even remember when I did last. Reason being- Im not in choir anymore, and I live in an apartment and I know they can hear me when I sing. The couple that lives above me one sunday came to me and said "oh my gosh, I heard you singing this morning and I love your voice! Sing more often!" I was really embarrassed because I didn't know they could hear me. I always sing when I am showering or getting ready, and their bathroom is right above ours I guess. They hear my voice go up through the vent on the ceiling and yea. So, I kinda stopped singing at home. I don't want to bother them. Plus, if I sang full out, they would get annoyed I think because I am loud! So last night, I put all of that aside, put on some music, and just sang and sang and sang for like a half an hour. It felt so good. It felt even better to know I still have it :) I can still hit all the high notes, and actually, even higher ones than I could in high school. (I cant go low anymore though.) Oh man. What a dream it would be to record some day.
-Kevin started school again. He goes to class tuesday and thursday nights and friday. He is only taking English 2010 and a Construction Management Class. Hopefully he will do well in his classes. It will suck being alone on tuesday and thursday nights! Girls nights! Haha.
Thats all for now. Just wanted to quickly write something. How's your week going?